have you ever feel like the day is going to be bad sometimes after woke up from 7 hours of sleep??
i have no idea why am i feeling so bad and so much things to worry and bothering me these few days in the morning.but every day i feel so good being in school and tuition with the friends.HAHAs they so funny .i guess the reason is i dont like to be alone.yeah.no one like to be alone..oh...and something....my cousin bro just told me that "tuition " this word should be pronounce as " to-ei-tion" i was like wtf.ahahaha. this is what his tuition told him...and i dont know he was bullshitting or what.haha whatever..


after sch i will be exhausted and wasted my time on watching tv,bathe,eat untill 4.
i've wasted my time from Jan till now...i never have a proper study timetable.and so planed a schedule for myself last last week.guess what..plan fail.i always wanna lie down and rest or online.and my mind was like " tmr tmr tmr tmr" there's no one there to force me to study and i need ppl like that to force me :(
every time i see ppl so rajin and i will telling myself that i must study from now on.and then when the time i got home...my thought just eventually disappear .

20/2

i just thought of doing some revision just now but my finger just so itchy and i read back those previous msg he sent me.and suddenly all the memories came out agn. its been quite long my eyes never come out so much water.HAHAHA
i thought i already get over you.but i just realize that my heart still with you.and you are still in my heart.the memories still remain.i just used to live without you every day.by not thking abt you to live a happier life.
and now i fear that you will never get the hell out of my heart.seriously..and somehow.theres an urge to talk to you..FML..i know i shouldnt.the more i talk to you...the more i want you back..no matter how much you hurt me...i still cant let go.
soo just now i chat with hao you and told him my eyes come out so much water. and he replied"why? drink too much water?" HAHAHA..oh yeah.that cheered me up. :)

pray for letting me get over him.HAHAHA

Valentine's day 2012

Hi people.k this pic was taken after i bathe .my skin so fair!hahaha.no.its not my actual skin tone.i will get this skin tone right after i wake up from sleep and after i bathe.haha

the T-shirt i'm wearing is from Lick Hung .i got 2 of it.but i just paid one .hehe..cuz after UPSR we all gone crazy d.teacher asked me if i got this shirt or not i said no.i forgot that theres one in my cupboard. xD.HAhaha...not baju PJ lah..this T-shirts actually for the Hari canteen but then at last teacher wanted us to wear this in dont know what dinner (only for std 6 students).hahaha.i miss my primary sch life.

i found myself look so much diff from last time.my face look so fat :(
anyway this pic is ugly and i know it ..the reason why i upload it although i dont look good here because i dont want a boring post without pic..secondly... this is the only photo i took today(Valentine's day).

YESHHHH... i'm not going out today..and no one date me out.hahaha..forever alone :P
k..i do secretly admire someone..everyone does right...hahaha...
erm....i dont really believe in forever love or true love....yeshh there's true love but...it wont last long k.whatever..
anyway i wanna share this video about my cousin and her GF.i dont wanna post it here but i will post the link


.http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=Uf0J9h3PIEg
they so sweet.so envy la :(
my most awesome Valentine's day is when i was form 2.
i remember i walked to sch that day and my ex ex didnt believe that i actually walked.HAHA.and he gave me a rose. <3
and when i got home my grandma asked me who gave me and i just simply ans her that i bought it from sch.hahaha.at last the rose dead already.so sad .hahaha..


and my form 3's Valentine.
i got a completely broken hearted Valentine's day . oh well...i liked that guy who liked me and he couple with another girl suddenly. and i recieved the gift when Valentine's day from the Chinese society that he ordered earlier before Valentine.

my form 4 Valentine's .Hmmm
got a BF = no BF
that time the love towards me already gone.
so...i sent him some long msg and he got no respond after reading...and he replied only after i asked him to.
hmm...he's the one i loved the most so far :P
but he never feel the same..
its ok....this is the past....
i will move on :D

hmm....and i always get so moody every late night...lol.
i thk too much..and to those couples..hope they have a great day with their lovers.
to those who are single.we are still young... love will find us one day :P
eHEE :P HAPPY VALENTINE's day.

CNY 2012

day 1 , 2 and 3 :D
photo edited by my cousin shermin just for me.
so sweet.Haha
well..most of the photos i've upload on facebook already but still..will blog about that :)




this picture taken after brunch :D
kids nowadays never enjoy their CNY much as we did last time.HAHA
i miss my childhood:(

my cousins were trying to take the photos of my grandparents' old photo and recent photo to compare.i thk she wanna post on the internet but no idea why she didnt upload it.haha.
and my grandpa was at the back webcam-ing with my uncle from U.S :)

another uncle of mine showing money to the U.S relatives.HAHA
they actually asked us to send money for them so that they can help us to get cheeper price for iPhone4s.

we got nothing better to do.HAHA

my sexy back.hahaha.jk .my hair seems straight here.i like it :P

we planed to walk to McD but was going to rain .so my cousin Sis(the eldest among kids)fetch us there.
yea she just got her license .she happy..we happy..haha..we got more freedom.no need to disturb those dewasa :P

after not that big rain we went to Carrefour.i know right so funny.i spend my Birthday at the same place last year with jialing.hahaha.
we planed to only walk around.my bro wanted to go toilet and we saw nearby the toilet theres a arcade there.

haha.see my driving skills lah.
my cousin got her license but she got 2nd place.WAhahahhaa.haha k la..just saying
too ganas until the "plate" came out of the table.haha

they looked so cool here.haha.serious/concentrate look.
they played the boxing machine.
the boys tried and the funny part was...my bro hit so hard but still baby level.hahaha.
we were laughing so hard that everyone was looking at us.the kids there la.haha


then we went upstairs to have a walk.haha
oh.that was 3D glasses xD
i did took pic of me wearing it but its on my cousin's camera :P
too bad
they hit the button then the piano played itself.
then my cousin was pretending he's the one who playing it.LAME
:p
this malay girl dam cute and i randomly requested her to take a photo with me.haha
so chinese look.she did some makeup also.haha
i didnt even make up.haha




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DAY 2

the lunch :D

here we go.the big family photo :P
i dont have it with me but in the other camera.lol

then after that we went to a orphanage in Klang.
i thought i got to take pic for my kerja amal
but i dont know how only counted.
the next destination was a Chinese temple.i forgot the name but some where in Klang.haha
the weather was so dam hot that day.

hey, i know how to play basketball tooo.hahaha
then after that we thought of going chatime before the rain .but is a rest day for them.
then we walked back to Mcd and bought some fries.
went home no dinner.so sad.i ate my dinner around 10 i guess.the adults just ask us to cook ourself.
and luckily my cousin's cousin willing to cook for me and others :D
did some gambling with my cousins ,grandparents and my aunt.
then we get to know my aunt and my grandma get the toto.we were so happy.and when my dad double check with that guy he said he didnt list down.we're like WTF.
end up my dad and his friend have to compensate the money.
damn sad.

yeah i won around 7 bucks at 1st then i went up to pick up call and i asked my cousin's cousin(cuthbert) play for me..and also watch 僵尸 movie.that movie quite long ago.i rmb i've watched it when i was a kid.haha.
then half way watching Cuthbert just gave me back the money and i lost few bucks d.haha.
i didnt blame him tho.who ask me to stay there and watch movie.

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DAY3

a boring day.
we're actually waiting the time pass the whole afternoon.
around 430 we went to Sunway Pyramid for dinner.

the evidence of my cousin bullied another cousin.hahaha.soo cute.
we're so rush that time cuz we're afraid we will be late for the movie at 7pm.


but at the end there's so much time spare out and we waited there.
my dad bought a Mc flurry.
i like it so much but sore throat just make me stay away from it.so sad :(

i love hong kong 2012 not that nice as we aspected.
hm... at the end part there's something very touching..k not very lah....guess what.Cuthbert cried.we all so shock weih.haha.so fuuny.
we laughed at him actually.not in a bad way lah :P

thats all i guess .

1st day of FEB2012

hi .its feb agn.first day of feb 2012..well..mixed feeling today.but no super duperly happy.i mean...nothing special to be happy i should say..i was so rajin doing homework.


i used my phone to blog this two lines and suddenly it went wrong. suck phone..and i thought of earning money to get ipad or anything or a laptop for myself.haha.
so i just got a call from my dad saying that he will be late due to the traffic jam.
i will just take a chance to blog with the comp now..k here i continue:

and.... suddenly i looked around. a lonely feeling..and then i suddenly thought of the things that hurt me so badly.i thought of him.how we used to laugh at something lame ,stupid something that suppose to be funny and we laughed like crazy though sms. yea.i can feel how he feel through phone.i KNEW him well.tears in my eyes but i never let them show up to ppl. HEH
soo.... like that la..
then after that we went to Physics lap for physics and my place was so far away from the board. and i sit infront.
Zen was beside me...melissa..navina....and suddenly i though of...we used to be in 1T. HAHA.and mellissa was like"oh yeah...i dint remember it"
haha.and zen asked me "how many years we havent been being in the same class"
4 years man.haha..


after school i went home then went koko. i did something in kraftangan.HAHA.will upload it if i'm free..now i'm in the rush on finishing this post. well.. before my dad come home...
hmm....will be doing a time table for my daily routine..*my life is a mess*
k i thk thats all.

BYE :)