i'm lost

Did i mention before  the word "i'm lost"  on this blog ? but this time i'm serious. through out this year, other than fighting for SPM i dont know what else i can  look forward to.i dont feel like studying.i'm too lazy to do so.and i'm tired of being stupid while doing the revision.i wanna have fun.i like fun.haha.sounds wrong.well..thinking of going back to school is so not cool.i dont like school. i dont feel safe .and and....i dont wanna go school to feel  like i've abandoned by my classmate  agn .you know...i have to face my classmate everyday. feel like there's a big gap between me and my friends.

i dont know.i just not motivate enough to do anything.

 

I'm dying inside out.i want him so badly in my life.

i just spent more than an hour to edit my blog.i feel like deleting all those old blog post.i cant stand it.

k.this holiday nothing much.planned to study.i wanna catch up my studies.i always want to have a productive holidays.

i dont wanna spend my hols in the house lah actually .sigh.i mean who doesn't want to go out and have fun?

but i got no where else to go.no vacation for me :(

maybe go yamcha with my friends.tuition.hmm.. gonna go back to Ipoh this Sat .

yeah.thats all.