17/10

-------------------->>> today is a bad day for me.... SEJ exam. was actually so free after some "simply doing" LOL. so sad. if i know how to do i will be like that .my classmate was fooling around... and some busying asking answers.HAHA.
oh. and the "thing" kena my baju kurung.hope theres no ppl notice.HAHA.

You might be happy ignoring me ,
but someday you might be sad,when you might wish,
to talk to me,
but i might be nor able to do so

yup.. saw this from FB.. WOW.. so ngam my feeling right now.HAHA..
i still remember last years's today.lol.... cuz the day before he birthday...hmm.... i wished him 1 month before his birthday..some chat......and so means 1 month never talk to him d.
when ever i chat with him... i will be wanting the next time... and wait wait wait...miss him...
feeling peace now.serious. HAHA.
hmm... i bought a T-shirt from Topshop for him about 3 months ago... LOL
but... i dont know i should give him or not... most probably not.. haihs nvm lu..
i'm here to wish him Happy Birthday .


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OCT

not a good month.. Stress till can die..
BM BI ,math,moral,addmath,Phy,che,bio,sej not even one sub fully cover, T.T SHIT
mood sometimes up and down ZZzZZzzz....
15th of this month is my primary school's family day... something like canteen day la.
feel like going...last year i missed it because of PMR and this year final exam==
i missed it when i was form 2 also..
my aunt send her girl attended that event and dont wanna send me.. and call me ask my dad to fetch and she knew that my dad was actually busy on his work..she's a BITCH.totally a BITCH
blah blah blah.
this is a rondom post. no photo.no point.LOL



love this song :) fix you by coldplay

26/9/11

back to 2 years ago's 26/9 it was a beautiful Sat.
the day i know him....
the day i 1st chat with him through MSN.
we enjoy the chat....even it was the 1st time..
yeah... he did brought a lot of fun and happiness to me...
but time has passed... things changed people changed....
nothing left now.....
i still miss him... even still like him...but i'm enough of chasing ;)
two years is enough for me...
well lets hope theres a better life for me without him :D

never regret knowing him tho :)

random

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wow! haha... i dont check my mail usually...cuz most of it are from FB. haha...
stared to delete some...
i selected a date.....back to 2 years ago...
i checked out the date.....the time he added me....and the comment and wall post of him....
flashed back ....compare to now.... theres nothing left....
and some friend request from my friend....
we have go through so much as time pass by...the friendship now is deeper...
sometimes... i try to recall back the scene that the 1st time of meeting,knowing a friend...HAHA...and sometimes you didnt even know how you get to know your friend...lol... stupid right? :P
but i believe most of the ppl have been in this situation before xD...

i never get moody recently..haha....i'm so glad xD
busy preparing for final exam....
hmmm.... like to sleep and relax myself recently .wahaha...no idea why...
play some relaxing song before going to sleep.... lol..sounds funny...


and here's my new twitter acc : Yvonneleong_
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A little bit stronger

LYRICS:
Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger
Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger
And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
i'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger
And I'm done hoping that we can work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger
Getting along without you, baby
I'm better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby
And I'm done hoping we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger
Just a little stronger

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i'm tired of pretending everything is ok and i tried my best to do something that can bring me happiness.This is so darn hard!.no one can help me tho.

flash back our time being together...the time you were mine..the 1st thing comes to my mind are all those great memories....this makes me not able to move on....

yea..it is so tired that when you decide which way you wanna go... [move on or never give up]

sometimes... you just indirectly hurt me...hurting me without knowing...but this shows that how un-important am i to you...the more you hurt me, the stronger i get....(a little bit,lol)

when ever i really wanna let go you... you will hold me....by talking to me...

you gave me hopes when ever you talk to me....but the chat end up hurting me.maybe you doesnt know that you're hurting me.

keep giving myself a chance getting back with you....i'm just cheating on myself actually.

if he really appreciate me, he will never let me go at the 1st place...

you are having a good life right now and why would you need me in your life?

i'm enough of hurting actually . and i even used to it...LOL. do you ever heard of ppl get used to hurt by someone?haha

yes.. i'm in the situation right now... and never will put hopes...you gave me hopes and took away a few minutes later..this is freaking me out. the cruel world.i lost the word " HOPES"

never appear in my life for him anymore.

i thought i will not be posting stuff bout him anymore.. but i did...

fearing that if one day you having another girl..i hope this day comes after i got over you .

i'm sure one day you will realize that how much i loved you.

How i wish you will be mine again.and of course with the heart.

3 celebration in one week.♥

one of my grandma's sis de Birthday :)
oh.. she has 10 bro and sis.. i know right..thats alot!
i called her sister "yee poh".her son is a doctor ...LOL. so smart sia...
reach there around 7pm
is too early...then yeepoh asked their grandsons to keng gai with us...cuz we're their guess==
the "us" is refering to me and my bro..
actually we dont know them... yea..serious.. every year we will be meeting them..but didnt even
talk to each other before.. maybe just "hi"? (force by parents)lol
was sitting on a round table...trying to thk a topic...lol..so lame...and awkward
one of the uncle suggest them to talk about football..lol..sienzzzzz.
oh.. one more thing...i'm the only girl there before my cousin arrive..
after eating...they went up stairs play ps3 which is also football game..gosh..whole day football...
so awkward that i'm sitting there alone while the rest is adults right?
so i went up sitting there diam diam... and i got a "ge mei liang" on the sofa...HAHAHA

purpose of my camera :P

sook mun, me, jing mun

looked so fat sitting on a small thingy xD

weird....

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SUNDAY night ....
went to wedding dinner..
this one is my grandpa's bro's daughter's wedding dinner
haha.. so complicated


i dey jia wu ... one of the pic took on that day...
know whats dey jia wu? not sure the spelling..
dey jia wu is something like it didnt happen yet but you dont know why it flash on my mind b4 it happened...
wow right!
haha
i didnt upload here tho BLEK :P

weird face!

i planed to wear this at first..but.... my younger bro said that this skirt seems like more suitable for picnic== and the alder bro said that it looks like indian style ! lol... fine then..

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Mid-autumn :)
i miss celebrating with the rest of my cousins..one of them having UPSR the other day..so he not able to come over to celebrate...and this makes his bro also cant come over as well..
so boring~~
only 6 ppl playing...
i just dont know why i like crowed so much :P
yea... miss my childhood so dam much..
i used to celebrate this festival at ipoh with my mother side relatives..
untill std 5.... i moved to selangor...
i miss those days!

Moral folio

i got nothing to post...
so ..i simply blog je la :P

Finally i had took the Pictures for Moral Folio.... so dumb weih....
posting there doesnt mean you did everything right?
i did some for acting.... half way left the work there but some for real :P

alam sekitar :D

Berkembangan diri.
purposely go wash my shoe
xD

Cacat pose :(
Alam sekitar? LOL



SEE DA DIFF ???
HAHAHA
Awesome xP






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