Sigh.what on earth.rotting at home is so not a good idea.i just want a nice holiday that im happy with b4 going in NS camp.sigh. thought can follow.aaron to i city. But the car not enough space :/ Well.. he's going with his sis and friends.lol . Needa guard them :p
..currently busying with ns stuff. Started packing d, filling up the forms and find time for the body check and wanna space out time gather with my friends b4 ns . Which is few days away ni.still gonna ask dad to bring me out buy some stuff for ns.they only allowed 2 bags. And i wonder is thT enough for me .
This is my luggage not including clothes. Going on 3rd of jan. Finish on 16th of march. Im looking forward to cny! Holidaysssss. Break from ns.hehe. :p
Well. Today Is a day to be remembered :) the day of me going into the 4th relationship. Officially.i was so happy.but at the same time, there are so many things to thk of and worry abt. Well..I'm sure i got more mature on thinking. And I'm sure i got more understand about relationship between a couple.you cant guarantee forever.especially in this generation .relationships never last long.just too weak...what can we do is let the things and feelings flow naturally. You cant control the feelings. When you lost it, you never get it back easily and that isn't what you wanted.i never trust anyone in a relationship anymore .promises at the end, you get nothing.god decide for us.Well. the one who hurt me the most.my ex. I learnt alot .remember how we got together and how we seperated.thats the hardest.for me . The broke up lowered my self esteem, i lost myself,take more caution on everything that might harm ownself(feelings) ,lost confidence,and afraid to believe.perhaps i need to be a real belieber and learn to believe :p And i make sure the nxt relationship will last forever.but you know, thing wouldn't happen the way you want.
and make sure both of us love each other.
Yup. I found him. Actually i dont really know how much he likes me. But i do like him alot. And this makes me worried. Have you heard of the one who loves more will probably be the loser in the love game?. Sigh. Trying not to give so much for now.
The interest he has is so much diff from mine.that makes diff topics.we will never do the same thing in the future. Exp, he is going sunway college and im going form 6. Not in the same class anymore.study the same thing, taking the same exam. The other things is, i dont really talk much and he's talkative. he's a playfull person and one day he will get bored of me. One more thing, my parents. They woulnt allow me to get into any relationship until i finished my studies. That makes us hardly can meet.
Well, that would be okay if im single to attend ns. But things are diff now. Freaking 3 months can chg anything ..2 more weeks till i leave. Just A blink of and eye.
this relationship is still weak . Sigh. You know. The starting of the year never good to me in these few years. Form 3,it seperated me and my ex .but we got back together at the end of the year. Form 4, it seperated us once agn.nxt year, have to attend ns. Haih.i just dont wish the same thing happen as the way i seperated with my ex.the reason. Teach me how to thk positively?
Well, 2 post at once ;) it shows my lazyness .hehe. so .this year class party is not gonna be the same as past years.we used our class fund,the money our class earned from the carnival day :p not much tho. 600 bucks :) we planed to go lagoon. Not the water park.
So sohan and de ming picked me up around 9 30am .meet up with the rest,and here you go, they changed plan.splited 2 groups which mean each group with 300 bucks and adila they all going the other day. i wanted to go lagoon but They said they dont wanna wait for the queue. :/
we went to ice skating. It sounded fun but you will realize that it will be the other way round if you dont know how to skate.but i did enjoy tho :D
but we wasted the money. Went in not more than 3 hours.lol.then movie :)
The hobbit. Well.. this is the longest movie I've watchted in cinema. Took about 3 hours :/ story line not bad :) but it wasn't that comfort sitting there for so long .
So aaron missed out the ending part.he went out and phone called his mum that he will be going home late due to the movie. and thats the time the movie ended. I went up and told him that it ended and he dont believe.hah. :p
So timmy need to back home earlier so did others. Went sushi king with sohan meiling and deming :)
and then sohan drove us home :)
A little bit chit chat and playing with his phone made my day.thanks to the small jam that lengthen the time. Hahaha.
evil.
Sorry for the long and boring post. :P
dont know where to start from.but this post is totally worth my time to blog about it.and it is a must . You know why :P
..woke up and have to rush to prepare to xin yu's house in less than half an hour. My alarm did not do the job.but the text msg tone .haha.
So we were so busy Preparing from morning until the time we headed to empire hotel I'm still not fully prepared and not satisfied on how i look.its not only how i dreesed up but also the makeup on me. Having a bad skin condition=big prob=stressed up .lol.
What i afraid on the prom night : being bored, afraid of judgment on how i dress up,looking lonely and lastly wearing a same dress with any of the girl in the prom .
And it happened . Wore the same dress with tiffany.i was curious at 1st why did some ppl stared at me with one kind. hiding myself from people was what i wanted to do.fml.
So the moment i went in the ball room i was kinda shocked. I aspect more tables.haha.like normally the number of tables in wedding dinner.lol
Had to socialise abit tho.is not my thing.but not that bad lah.cherish every moment being with friends since we are going to seperate d.
Speaking of partner,I'm so blessed to have aaron as my partner :P he took care of me so well :p
Who doesn't wish to partner with their crush? Hahaha. Im just being honest here :p
missed out smkkk 2010 's prom.i thk that would be great if i attended .well, past is past :)
Paid so much and what i ate dont even worth 20 bucks.the food wasnt so good and somehow i was so shy to eat.hahaha.
The awkward moment when we're sitting there silently with no topic :/
sigh. And when martin was performing half way,he invited me to dance. I was so scared. No people were there dancing but us.
Despite i was scared . I feel more bad to reject him. he's the 1st guy who i dance with in my life . The eye contact we made when he sang to me.hahahaha :p
Nothing much and because of him , my day was completed that he made my day :))
after watching those performances i was feeling so sad that the prom was going to an end.
Well,i optimistic enough and told myself that theres still a class party to meet him.
So ..most of the pictures i got from facebook.haha :p
so... lately i've been watching "to the beautiful you" .a korean drama..OMG everyone should watch it. haha.
started watching ytd. now only watching epi 5.
today i went kah chun's house for a face wash. of course he's not the one who washed my face!
he have been asking me to help his friend before SPM stared for some sort of assignment bout the program .but then i was so busy with studies.so last week he asked me agn. the girl(Angel) already done with the assignment actually. but they will do it for helping people or doing it for promotion..
not trying to sell the product but ... i not quite sure what they're doing as well.whatever.
that was super duper awkward i can say. angel and kah chun picked me up from my house.she was so friendly.in case you dont know. i'm quite shy . especially to strangers.lol. and she looked gorgeous .
he's mom was doing babysitting . and there's one more guy with them. and guess what.i did the face wash at living room. where everyone's there. SO PAISEH .
she explained to me bout the program.then after washing i can see the big diff that my face lifted up abit. she did a demo at 1st by just put on half of my face.it works! she used this set i guess.
i only got to know that she was from SMKKK as well when she mentioned bout my bro.they used to be classmate when form 1.but she shifted somewhere dont know which country. lol.i thk she's the girl in my bro's class photo. i have a strong impression on her cuz i was thinking so hard why didnt i saw her before .haha.i thought they knew each other in college. no wonder before that she kept on telling me this is the 1st time she meet me after knowing kah chun for so long.i was like does he constantly mention bout me ? hahaha perasan much.after the session, she showed me some healthy product .can drink it as breakfast. and also some pictures from her phone showing the results.she zoomed in and i saw the date 28/7 .
i was thinking in my mind hey that's my my birthday.haha. i was in shocked that she's the one who say it out.
she said she saw it on my profile few years back.lol.gosh..i mean how could you remember a stranger's birthday.some more few years back.i dont know what's the point in this post but just random..i dont know either why did the impression of kah chun in my mind changed.maybe we never really talked to each other face to face for quite a long time until today.yup..he got more mature than before i thk.
so basically i'm done with my SPM.
no more stress . so relieve.hahaha
no more sleeping late and waking up early.HEHEH.
but the thing is most of my friends still having chinese paper to sit for.
means no outing until they've finished the paper :/
so many things have to update myself.
and so many things in my to do list that i planned to do.
wanna take the undang .and my dad asked to go back home town like 1 or 2 weeks to visit my grand parent. i would like to .but... i've event going on here. :/
gonna bake oreo cheese cake! i promised my grandma bout that.hope that she's the one who will be paying for the ingredients .HAHA. not to say that i'm stingy but ...really..i'm broke.got no extra money for that.
and yeap. as you can see i joined nuffnang.Weeeee~ for fun. no idea how to earn money.someone teachhh me please.
at the same time i'm having problem on creating accounts.
have to create a google acc for my playstore on my phone. so troublesome.
the problem on connecting with google on my phone and stuff. OMG
and i created 2 new gmail. i constantly forgetting and mix up my password even though i'm using 3 diff passwords in whatever stuff.
so here's my instagram : yvonneyii
follow me :)
hmm... feeling kinda bored right now. have to cook lunch later. so that's all.
2 months for not blogging.oh well gonna blog bout my days in past 2 months.
firstly..i
have no idea what i've done in July and August other than having my
birthday celebration,MTV world stage and SPM trials.SPM trial ended
3days ago(for me) and this is the reason i'm blogging right now : D
.although there are so many leaked questions, i dont expect to score a
good results tho.
so..ytd i went to watch The Watch in
Sunway pyramid with bros,cuthbert and his friends. super duper awkward
cuz we doesn't know them.
and yup the watch is for 18+ . one more
year to 18.hehe. must try illegally to watch pg 18 movies in cinema :P
and the week before spm trial started i went to watch the expendables
2, the guy doesnt let my younger bro go in at 1st. lol. so this time we
watch the watch he shopped alone. i feel bad bout that.haha
k
that movie was hilarious shit.hahaha.. hmm no pictures.theres problem
with phone. dad promised to buy me new phone since last month. he just
never kept his promises once -,- UGH
sat went one of
my yii po's house for celebrating her grandson 1 month old. gathered
with my cousins. not all of them came. some busy with their assignment
and some went to friend's birthday party and celebrate UPSR ended.lol
its
sad to realize that time flies. one of my cousin bro was so naughty
when he was younger. and now a teenage boy.its like i never knew
him.more mature. and i cant bully him anymore hahaha. and what came to
my mind was i'm afraid we will never be that close to each other anymore
since we're growing up so fast.
and for the MTV world
stage. i never really planed to go at 1st until pui yee said she got
free ticket from her friend.not for me ..lol. the 1st concert in my
life.
ppl sell RM80 for one tic .dam expensive weih.i mean...i will rather get free ticket .haha
so
we went there without tic . was so panic. so there's some xpax thing
going on . so we bought a xpax num for my younger bro since his num
expired. then buy rm 60 reload credit and here we go! 2 mtv
passes.hehe.
Justin Bieber , Mizz Nina , KARA and my beloved Jay Park ;D
squeezed infront to the 3rd row after Bieber's performance since all the beliebers leaving.hehheh
photo from my facebook.hahaha no idea why is the size so small. so into bieber and jay park <3
watch this ;P
so graduation day on 29th of SEP. coming real soon. planning to shop with my besties for the out fit :D
