i'm stuck

i cant take it anymore !
what can actually make me get over him?
i dont know what i want..
what i want what i want what i want??????????
i just realize what i wanted is not actually what i really wanted :(
he no longer treat me like how he used to...
what can i say is that.. the way we talk is so much diff compare to last time..
i 'm so tired
i'm the only one who working on this :(
i just got the asn of what makes me cant put this down..and move on..
those memory..we had used to spend time with each other...memory cant be erase..
whats done is done...i wanted him so badly..but.. things wont work out with the absence of his feeling falling for me...
so should i move on or what?
i know.. i have to take courage on the 1st step...if not.. it will never be :)
once i have took the 1st step, i have to be suffer on it......
but.....just a short period comparing with .. waiting a ppl who doesnt fall for you :')
ya ya.. i know ... i say it out but not able to do it... dam it :(




fall for a person who doesnt fall for you is like living in a hopeless world...
this is why.. most of the time,... i admire ppl but not fall for him deeply ..
it might turns out hopeless/ disappointment/ frustrating and so on...


kthxforreadingbye