ciao 2011

Hey peeps! Merry Christ......mas........

er....today is 31/12/11. k no more Christmas :(
so....back to normal..

anyway...i got this while exchanging Christmas presents with my cousins.
Had a BBQ party at my uncle's house :D
but not that fun as last year... kinda bored this time.

Went Sunway with jialing for CNY shopping.
This is the forth time i shop for CNY. LOL.
1st time i went with my bros. boring. i just bought a Superman T-shirt.
2nd time went to 1Utama with my pet mother(which is my mum's biao jie)

credits to jialing :D
i like this effect .
HAHA.

so today is New Year Eve....so sad . i'm staying at home.i just ate McD.i feel so bad. sore throat gonna visit me soon :( i hate McD.
MMmmm... even my bro went out with his friend :(
everyone is going to countdown and watch fireworks in 2 hours time D: i can already hear the fireworks:(
i hate it.i dont wanna missed any event/party in some special day :(
#jealous #upset #lonely #envy #whatever
i dont feel like talking right now..Hmm...
but i wanna finish this post....i want this post to be meaningful .HAHA
gonna be the last post of 2011.
so..lets see.. 2011.. #ATOUGHYEAREVERwhat i did in the whole damn year?.
IDK. 1st ....heart break in the starting year.
being so depressed through out the year.....suck much...aLuckily got some heal back around NOV :)
never get any better results. i'm too lazy to do revision.always last minute study.
and probably gonna get 5sc4. #suck

but there's also some good memories :D
like.... having some funny classmate.HAHA.
i dont rmb much bout this year. all those sad stuff.....more than the happy ones
i miss 2010 the most :D
never go vacation this year. :( my aunt didnt plan anything :( cuz she says that my cousin and bro were having SPM. BAHHHHH!! :(
luckily these few weeks went for shopping to complete my 2011. xD
gosh..my coach is chatting with me on FB. scary .


#worstmemoryof2011 he broke my heart
#bestmemoryof2011 i dont know.(when good things comes...everything is the best)



2011 is not gonna be a good year to remembered.i dont wanna complain anymore of any sadness..so 2012 pls good to ME.

Its a new year... a NEW year.imma wipe away the 2011 and start a new year :D

bad ending #2011

i got the feeling tonight is gonna be a NOT good night.
12.22am right now. is it consider too late? lol.
my dad is out now.he will probably call me go to bed if he sees me sitting infront of the comp.
i wish i have a personal laptop. so that i can install what ever i want.or online anytime i want.
and so blogging in my room. no one can disturb me.
well. i feel bad losing a friend. a great man.it happened yesterday..
a real shock in the early morning.i saw tweets abt SHAWNE all around twitter and facebook as well.ans the 1st question came to my mind was..what happened/which Shawne.i cant believe what i saw.i hoped it was a prank or something.was actually waiting for a comfirmation that telling me its a joke.but i got to know its true.and the memories of him came to my mind.the 1st day we know each other,the last time i saw him.


the day we got to be friend: 2011 jan. around merentas desa . you are AJK or something of rumah hijau and you pass the num to the rumah hijau member.. going class by class.you were actually joking around.HAHA.what a joker.i remember how you called my name that day.HAH.miss your voice. we got some talk sometimes after school with kehui. one time kehui left and you asked me about him" so how are you and him" haha. and when i asked bout him.he said that he was so frustrating. lol.. was that considered sharing SUM SHI? haha
and the last day i saw you was Nov 2011. you came sch ...and you were seaching for Noelle and you passed by me and chat with me using Chinese.haha.. my friend told me that she had a shock hearing you speak in Chinese.haha.hmm.. never thought of that will be the last time i see you :(

R.I.P :'(

i just got mad at those who happy enjoying life.well something wrong happened to me.while i was telling my bro bout this. tears appeared in my eyes and i was trying to hold back.i dont really like to show my sadnest infront of my bro.lol.
and the moment i post on his wall. tears come agn.terrible feeling that i know i post on his wall and forever never get a reply from him </3. the world got one less great man,joker.
no more jokes :(
maybe i'm just a super normal friend to him or not even a though in his mind.
but Shawne.. you will always be remembered by us . we love you Shawne!

i paid a visit to his house with keli ,kehui and keli's friend(a guy).
well he's funny. his wallet droped and he said " wo de qian bao die dao" instead of "wo de qian bao die liao" lol.and while we passed by the guard house.the guard ask where were we going. and he ansed"pergi rumah kawan mati" instead of"pergi rumah kawan yang meninggal dunia" it was so LMAO.

quite lot of his friend came. we went in and have a look at him.and i pray for him :( after that we went out and sit there for an hour. i cried so badly after reading Noelle's status :'( deepest condolence to his family and friends. well.. once agn..you know we love you Shawne!life is too short to foo around.appreciate ppl around us. live well.we will never know whats next will me happen to us.

and because i went to pay a visit. it consider outing d. i planned to ask my dad if i can outing with my friends on that day (tuesday).but now i have to ask for the permission two days later.incase he dont let me hang out with friends with the excuse "you just went out ytd"
i hate to be the host of an event.seriously :(
no one understand me.

15/12/11

this pic is nth related to this post.just random pic of my dog :P
now i know whats on your mind *finally a new post* LOL.
but a boring one.HAHAS
now i'm trying to fix my blog right.i feel so suck la this blog.
just came back from Bio class with timothy, meiling, sohan and aaron..
i dont even understand .well... i know i'm slow.LOL
this is my 3rd class..and the atmosphere was like going down...
mood wasnt that good since ytd..hmm...


i feel like this is no not me recently..
cant really sleep well...i mean i ave to force myself to sleep.i just cant sleep even though i'm tired and i slept at 3am last night.great.
i had a dream..that would be nice if its real..but..it makes me more upset after waking up knwing that its just a dream.


Half of me wanted school reopen as fast as possible but half of me is like..NOOOO...end of the holidays.LOLs
i want to have much free time so that i can study all the form 4 sub before the sch reopen. i feel so dump :( .the worse part is..i can erase my knowledge easily.LOL
i now i wouldnt able to catch up nxt year..like so stress...
my bro started to miss schooling d.LOL..
the holiday outing plan is like going so unsmooth.HAHA
everyone have their own activities.some no transport then going vacation or hometown like that.some working.ZZzzz


and er... i feel like i'm old now.HAHA
like grown up already although i'm 16 going to 17.is like the end of the teenage or something like end of childhood.face money...and alot of prob that have to solve by ourself now.
no idea why i thk untill so far away... is like after after high school..we gonna go college.or some going to form 6. or some straight working d..then .. 25 year old consider old d..haha for me la :P
then 30 40 50 60 70..maybe i dont have that long life la..LOL..no idea what can old ppl do to not to be lifeless..HAHA..cuz i see my grandpa now everyday doing the samething ni..lol...

end with this .HAHAHA.he's cute ok?
watch this.this is funny :P
watch till the end ya :D

RANDOM

i wanna change my blog skin and stuff...but the line is just the way too SHITTY. END