12.22am right now. is it consider too late? lol.
my dad is out now.he will probably call me go to bed if he sees me sitting infront of the comp.
i wish i have a personal laptop. so that i can install what ever i want.or online anytime i want.
and so blogging in my room. no one can disturb me.
well. i feel bad losing a friend. a great man.it happened yesterday..
a real shock in the early morning.i saw tweets abt SHAWNE all around twitter and facebook as well.ans the 1st question came to my mind was..what happened/which Shawne.i cant believe what i saw.i hoped it was a prank or something.was actually waiting for a comfirmation that telling me its a joke.but i got to know its true.and the memories of him came to my mind.the 1st day we know each other,the last time i saw him.
the day we got to be friend: 2011 jan. around merentas desa . you are AJK or something of rumah hijau and you pass the num to the rumah hijau member.. going class by class.you were actually joking around.HAHA.what a joker.i remember how you called my name that day.HAH.miss your voice. we got some talk sometimes after school with kehui. one time kehui left and you asked me about him" so how are you and him" haha. and when i asked bout him.he said that he was so frustrating. lol.. was that considered sharing SUM SHI? haha
and the last day i saw you was Nov 2011. you came sch ...and you were seaching for Noelle and you passed by me and chat with me using Chinese.haha.. my friend told me that she had a shock hearing you speak in Chinese.haha.hmm.. never thought of that will be the last time i see you :(
R.I.P :'(
i just got mad at those who happy enjoying life.well something wrong happened to me.while i was telling my bro bout this. tears appeared in my eyes and i was trying to hold back.i dont really like to show my sadnest infront of my bro.lol.
and the moment i post on his wall. tears come agn.terrible feeling that i know i post on his wall and forever never get a reply from him </3. the world got one less great man,joker.
no more jokes :(
maybe i'm just a super normal friend to him or not even a though in his mind.
but Shawne.. you will always be remembered by us . we love you Shawne!
i paid a visit to his house with keli ,kehui and keli's friend(a guy).
well he's funny. his wallet droped and he said " wo de qian bao die dao" instead of "wo de qian bao die liao" lol.and while we passed by the guard house.the guard ask where were we going. and he ansed"pergi rumah kawan mati" instead of"pergi rumah kawan yang meninggal dunia" it was so LMAO.
quite lot of his friend came. we went in and have a look at him.and i pray for him :( after that we went out and sit there for an hour. i cried so badly after reading Noelle's status :'( deepest condolence to his family and friends. well.. once agn..you know we love you Shawne!life is too short to foo around.appreciate ppl around us. live well.we will never know whats next will me happen to us.
and because i went to pay a visit. it consider outing d. i planned to ask my dad if i can outing with my friends on that day (tuesday).but now i have to ask for the permission two days later.incase he dont let me hang out with friends with the excuse "you just went out ytd"
i hate to be the host of an event.seriously :(
no one understand me.
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